Thursday, April 11, 2013

Let's be honest...

With my wedding only 23 days away, one would think I must be in the gym every day killing myself. Truth is, I'm not. In fact I haven't stepped foot in the gym in over a week. And before that I was really only going 3-4 days a week and mostly doing cardio and not lifting :-(
I blame part of this on the fact that I've been busy and my schedule has been off. Steve was gone, I was gone, Steve's home and off work all week. Excuses I know, but the slightest bit of change easily throws me off my routine. I think the other part of this is that I got tired of doing the same 'ol thing every day. I've enjoyed staying up late and sleeping in, coming home and lounging. I know in the back of my mind that I will feel better each day if I was starting off with a workout but for some reason I just can't bring myself to do it. I'M LAZY.
Totally how I feel lately lol
Thank goodness I'm still aware of what I eat or else I probably wouldn't be able fit into any of my pants. Maybe that's another reason why I'm letting myself skip my daily sweat sessions, I know I'm not gaining any weight because I'm eating clean. But because my 9-5 consists of me sitting on my butt all day I know I need to be getting a workout in. So I've got to turn this car around. I have to find better ways to hold myself accountable, because the typical "it's almost swimsuit season" line isn't working for me. I follow a million inspirational/fitness people on Instagram and I scroll throw all their amazing pictures as I lay in bed drinking coffee haha! I need a push, and a big one!