Forget physically hard, this is a mental challenge

Unfortunately this week is not getting any better for me. Don't get me wrong my workouts are on point, but I just can't get my mind right. Maybe the problem is that I'm thinking about this all way too much. Maybe I'm reading too much different information and over analyzing. I keep questioning If I'm eating the right things, the right amount, at the right times. Should I work out twice a day, should I push myself to run 6 miles instead of 5, should I even be running every day? OMG by brain is on overload! Not to mention I'm feeling fat this week. I don't know what it is but I feel like for how much I'm doing I should be really feeling and seeing some major results and I'm not. I feel like must hasn't changed in the past week and a half. It is hard to judge though just by looking in the mirror, so maybe a trip to buy a scale is in order for a real reality check. I'm not discouraged to the point where I want to give up, I want to keep pushing. I think i'm just really feeling anxious to see the results I want. Maybe I've put a little to much pressure on myself to look a certain way by the time my bf gets back (5 more weeks). I keep trying to remind myself that this isn't some instant over night thing. That this is a serious life change, and to lose this weight in a healthy way it's not going to happen instantly. But wouldn't it be nice if we could just snap our fingers and make it happen? My life would sure be easier.